Prayers don't work...

I live my life in a paranoid city..

Leaves grow grey…

Filled with walls all I can see is a troubled highway…

I fear to take the way out of here..

All I fear is the dark..

I do try to muster more than I can feel..

Its no use to a soul as weak..

Sadistic I am so I claim that its life out to get me..

I want to feel invisible.. I am what I believe I am..

When I is capable of proving myself right TO myself..

Why is it I can’t dare myself far enough to overpower the self..

To keep my love in peace…

- February 16th

1:08am