Built: Not to be destroyed

i am a meek soul

whose life lives in itself

warm walls but the insides fell cold and empty

selfish desires for love and devotion

what i have isn't enough

what i've been given to give to another

i've kept it inside waiting for a single soul

the only one who doesn't want it

the only one who can't

i am a meek soul

this choice i cannot make

i'd rather give what i have to all

not to one but to many

send to many, in tiny bits like my heart

broken shattered but which is still worthy

for what i have built within me

so strong over the years

cannot be given away to the heavens or the hells

not so easily as a catch of the breath or a slit of the vein

muddled sense of belonging to none yet to everyone

i will share!