"i want clear skin"

Among other things, this thought crossed my mind when i was trying to look nicer.

nah! wait... that's a lie... :) when i was trying to look 'hotter'... :(

what's the point of clear skin though?

it isn't going to make me a better person someday..it isn't going to fetch me wisdom or experience..

it wouldn't feed a needy, hungry child... it wouldn't help anyone else for any reason....

it cannot bring rains to a broken land, or fill the hour clock with some more sand..

it definitely wouldn't bring back anyone from the dead.. totally wouldn't let me take back what i've said..

it couldn't make a troubled soul smile... couldn't take me down the aisle...

it couldn't accompany a lonely soul... or shed light on a dirty hole...

it wouldn't cover a secret revealed... nor definitely grant me a desirable appeal...

all in all this is what i see... that a clear skin cannot make me feel...

but then again this feeling stirred... it hurt me bad when you looked at her...